B.E.Y.O.N.D. H.O.R.I.Z.O.N

B.E.Y.O.N.D. H.O.R.I.Z.O.N
journey through a long winding road

Thursday, April 21, 2011

Adelia one year old

Tak sedar masa cepat sangat berjalan. Bila tersedar anak tiba-tiba dah setahun. Baru teringat, bila anak aku mula bercakap? Bila dia mula pandai mengamuk (macam ibu)? Bila dia dah start kenal (sgt mengenali) ibu dan abah? Bila gigi dia tumbuh sampai 9 batang dah? Oh God! Memang aku tak ingat. My bad...

Hari ni, Adelia setahun dua minggu, masih belum boleh berjalan. Tapi dah pandai berdiri. Bila dia start berdiri, jangan tanya. Sebab aku tak ingat. It's not that I don't care, I DO CARE but the excitement seeing and being with her everyday, just swept my ingatan away. One thing that remains is the feeling I felt inside. Contented.

I didn't do anything special for her on her 1st birthday. just a small makan2 with my family since Adelia shared the birthday month with Adam (my brother's 1st son). Cukupla, itupun courtesy dari mak cik dia nak buatkan majlis tu. Ikut Ibu, takde ape2 la jawabnya. Poor my daughter, Ibu so not into this party2 thingy. Again, my bad....

But one thing I can promise you Adelia, Ibu will always be there for you whenever and wherever you need me, from the day you were born till the day I die, I say WHENEVER and WHEREVER, during your ups and downs, through your thicks and thins I'll be there for you.

I can't promise you harta bergunung, intan berlian or harta berkepuk sebab itu memang ibu tak mampu but Ibu will make sure makan pakai Adelia cukup, mungkin tak semewah orang lain, tapi setiap bulan berganti. Your education and health are my top priority. Itu janji Ibu.

For the time being, i just want to enjoy and spend as much time with you so don't get bored with me. There will be time someday when you are a grown up and decided to live a life your own way, and then I'll let you free. Oh, i don't want to imagine that.

I meant to put your 1 year old photo here but i left the camera at home. Oh no, no. Ibu is working now and have lots of work to do, i'll put it later when i'm free. Please, Ibu bukan curi tulang. Mencuri kan tak elok. Ingat pesan Ibu? Ibu menaip ni dari rumah (dlm imaginasi) guna netbook abah. Adelia kan selalu nampak Ibu buat keje kat netbook?

Ok lah ye, sehingga bertemu lagi. Bos Ibu panggil!

Kantoi!




Friday, March 11, 2011

Something that I missed …. But I won’t do it again

Still ‘gemuk’ time ni

Samarang, Labuan back in 2007/2009

I had to supervise the installation and commissioning of the de-sander package.

Stayed on platform for maximum two weeks

Headache but enjoyed every second of it


But now if I’ve given a chance to go offshore again

I’ll definitely say NO

I rather stay HOME

Even if you pay me triple my current salary

I still say NO

I turned down one good offer before

And I don’t mind to turn down another one


ENOUGHLAH…

Friday, January 14, 2011

Let the pictures do the talking…..



Wah! Ape ni??


Ipad ke? Macam bukan...


Ni Pulak? Semacam je ni?


Eleh, remote astro je rupanya ....

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Happy New Year


New Year again! It’s 2011 this time. There’s nothing new, nothing special. Just like every year. Fireworks here and there and free concert everywhere. I remain here, same goes with my resolution for the past years. But I still would like to welcome 2011 with open arms, open heart and open mind.

It’s new year again. It reminds me that my time will come sooner. If Allah gives me 60 years to live my life and I’ve spent the 29 years up to this day then I still have the balance 31 years to spend…. IF 60.

I’m thinking about my parents. And I should stop here…..

Friday, December 10, 2010

Journey to remember...

Adelia 'fresh from oven'

Sesudah beberapa hari


Semakin membesar....

..... dan membesar


Dan semakin bijak


Dan nakal


Still....I can't get enough of you!


Thursday, October 7, 2010

at 5 months, 3 weeks and and 3 days (4 days before exactly 6 months), adelia dah pandai menge'mop' rumah. sudah meniarap dan menjalar2 keliling rumah. adoi anak, ibu baru nk relax2...

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

at 5 months old, adelia dah tumbuh 2 batang gigi. alhamdulillah, tak demam pun. sonang ati den!